Thursday, August 16, 2012
L for Loser in Love
I guess what I need the most is to just live in the present instead of thinking of what's best in the long run so that in the long run, I can look back on good times instead of no times.
In the present, it makes me so happy to see him after so long because losing your one best friend is kind of the worst.
We walked back to my place together tonight, and there were periodic lulls, neither of us daring to bring up what had happened between us, but I didn't care anymore. When he left my place, I pulled him close and held on tight, not wanting to let go. I just wanted to feel him close to me so that I'd know he was there with me.
I really need a boyfriend.
I'm probably going to regret this, but I totally get why girls never leave abusive relationships now.